Thinking back.
How much you've put in this relationship.
I'll never fail to think how much I've tried to push you away..
The urge to send you all the drafts i drafted in my inbox..
Just so you know what had happened to me before that day's quarrel...
And what happened when we were having chalet...
But the courage I once had it's no longer there...

Thinking back,
You found me in Pasir Ris Park at the last minute.
You told me we're fated to meet.
Fate.... ha... it just like to fool around with people's feelings..
You even offered to give the person who found me 10 bucks...

But now.. if I were go missing again.
Will you do all this to make sure I'm fine & safe?

Our story.. this ending...
the treatment i get from you..

I envy the couples on the streets.
How sweet they were. And how sweet were we...

I was the one who destroyed all this.
But also the one picking up the pieces now...

Does it really matter whether are you the first that I've made the video before?

Comparing you to him..
I'll dare to say.. you mattered more...

But now.. I really do not know what to do.

Hiding all the fears I have.

I wish you're here.

The miracle I'm hoping.

Still pinning hopes on you.

I may be silly,
stupid,
naive,
dumb,
crazy;
It's just because of you. 587846...